i haven't written anything for me in a long time. i've tried to draw. or, at least try and draw an already existing picture. it's not tracing or anything and the lines are my own but it was nearly close to the original. i've started a new story. my freshmen yr my friend was writing a story in a journal type of format. i got my inspiration from that and from beauy and the beast and from my own personal experiences. it's kind of neat and could potentially be extremely long. i don't know whether i'm going to post it or not and i don't even know whether i'm going to get far enough or even be proud of it. i haven't really said yet what the gender persepctive is in the actual story but i'm trying to have it persieved as from a guys point of view. whether it turns out like that or not i have no idea but oh well. like all other attempts to novels that i do i probably won't finish it and get bored with it or run out of ideas. i usually stop at names. i hate thinking about names and what to name characters. blah for that.

i love candles. they smell so pretty and i love the way fire looks. i think it's fascinating to see the flames reaction to other items other than air. it's like it's a living organism. i know that it's not but it's still neat. so...when my b-day comes around and ur thinking about what to get me XD just think back on this and say, "i'm going to get Amy a candle.....she loves candles" i have a strawberry candle lit right now and it's running out oh well. i'm really happy thought it's lasted a lot longer than i'd expected. i forget when i got it lol.

so yeah we were doing scheduling crap today and i was definitely in the mood to do some really damage on my life. not physically of course but i'm going to be dead by the end of next year lol. i signed up to take AP chem, physics, sch pre-calc, sch english, gov, band, and two keyboarding classes. stupid business classes. but thank god for them because i really need at least one cake class a semester.

life turns in interesting directions......